from the 23rd of january, 2018.
Photography-wise, this is the first thing I’ve properly worked on since completing my course at the beginning of December. I didn’t want to let anything I learned during my time go to waste, but part of me felt pressured to produce high quality content despite the fact that I am still extremely inexperienced. It’s a very daunting feeling because I’m afraid I might disappoint myself, however I don’t want to let this fear make me complacent with everything I’ve been taught over the last six months.
Super casual catch ups with Deborah (a summary of where I am)
I know I’m not the busiest person in the world. Not even close. I’ll never understand how people can be studying full time, have two or more jobs and still have time for extracurricular activities and a social life. I really wish I did, though.
I started studying again almost a month ago. Just because I felt like it, mostly.
I take the train to school because driving would be too hassling. I pass a multitude of people each time, yet it’s funny that even only after a few weeks there are already people I’ve begun to recognize on my morning commute. That young girl with the brown school uniform. That lady with the small floral backpack. Leading lives of their own.